blerg dokidoki when are you gonna stop feeling so damn unfocused
i’m sorry everyone. i’m the worst at research and i know it. i’m sorry i let you down. i’m sorry my brain doesn’t work this way and it would be great if it did because i know i’m smart in many other ways. but i can’t deal with this open ended research shit. i just can’t. i hope after these 2 years i’ve put in i can write a thesis and get my masters and be done with it. but if not that’s ok too. that’s just… how it is.